Thursday, April 30, 2009


For better or worse. Some ideas are poisonous.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Ian, I understand...

Into the 2nd week of tracking the record DEATHLESS. I really haven't been doing much besides listening and staring at the ceiling from the couch. Used a full day getting guitar tones up. Messed a little with bass sound. Not really hearing anything I like but then again I'm just the dick who plays bass right? Though there hasn't been any labor on my part as of yet, but I must say it is throughly exhausting. The anxiety of months of writing, practicing and wondering just hangs like a hex in my head. Anxiety loves to fuck with me. Like the bastard child waiting to find their father. It has been a year that still brings me nightmares, all to be grateful for and nothing to show for it. 
I am my great destroyer.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

My head hurts, it aches from the running in circles.
All still seems to be the same, one step forward three back. We are the last of the loved ones, we are the last of the loving ones..

Friday, April 24, 2009

Turning grey..

So it's been awhile you say? Well I've just spent over 40 hours in the course of 3 days in the cess pool known as la... Drum tracking for "Deathless" is finished. Sounds beyond brutal and ramrod really nailed the tracks. Monday is the beginning of 4 weeks of guitars and what nots. I'm beyond anxious, it has been a long time coming.. This begins a cycle to the band and me. 
I miss the road and all that comes with it. 365 days ago we met, fewer days than that, you became a memory. Life loves to do that. This ones for you....